Sisters Must Maintain A Limitation

In family circle , every one  has the right to make their decision and goal in life.Sad to say I grown-up without it.That's why until now I'm still dependent to my family.,First , let me tell you this., I've tried to be an independent one , when I graduated from High school I became more independent I already had a work and earned money for my needs and wants .. I wasn't able  to go on college first year after I graduated because of financial issues. From then on I try harder to find a job that could sustain all my school activities. Everything went right when I got into college I earned a lot of friends and became more mature until my sister and brother run away from home.As I looking at to my devastated father , I felt hatred , betrayal and depressed at the same time confused. A lot of questions pop in to my mind like "how could've it happen ?" , "Why ?" ., And until I still couldn't figure it out why.. Why of all people ?? , Of all people that are able to done those stupid things? Are unfortunately my beloved one. I love my family so much , I could even give everything to make them comfortable.